something made me so scared

i’m going to cry until i get what i want

Anonymous: why would talking to someone make you bitter and sad?

i’m not bitter. and because sometimes people feel very far away

(the adjective and adverb forms of bitter tend to have different meanings)

talking to him made me bitterly sad.

Anonymous: i love you

the sun is rising and setting right this very minute

i started sobbing again because of how badly i want him to tell me that it will be okay

there isn’t even an “it” and i don’t understand what “okay” is and those words never meant anything anyway but i want to hear them so much

crying and feeling too sorry for myself to stop and do anything

maybe i’ll eat too much and hate myself or take a pill and see what happens

i disgust myself idk i can’t have a worthwhile coherent thought

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Massive Attack | Bullet Boy

don’t hate your body because it’s too fat or too thin hate it because it’s a prison of flesh and its existence is meaningless